[Poetry] The Marriage Dilemma - WHICH GIRL TO CHOOSE?

WHICH GIRL TO CHOOSE?
Some are triple my size others are unsightly;
Some are lazy and stupid actually;
The good ones of my age seem already married happily;
And a few single hotties who wanna live only independently.

WHICH GIRL TO CHOOSE?
Some punch on the nose others complain or act difficult;
Some get angry at a hat’s drop others attack and insult;
The good ones of my age seem have found themselves a colt;
And a few single hotties get high ignoring stag and hugging mutt.

WHICH GIRL TO CHOOSE?
For some relationship is a string to a rich man’s purse;
And the 'empowered' ones think that a man can only break hearts;
WOW! Most men of my age have found themselves a free nurse!
And a few cocky and disloyal spinsters preferring mostly the perverse.

WANTED: A fun loving sexy girl with oodles of self respect;
Who wants a man though can also live quite independent;
Who is nice but won’t make her husband poorer or henpecked;
And intelligent enough to create her future like an architect.
INNER VOICE: Eligible girls of your age found partners, only you're left.

[Poetry] The Wonder

There was a boy and a father,
Living in a domicile of skillion roof,
A few utensils and clothes made their living.
The boy heard one day a creepy dominant voice,
As if emanating from the roof itself,
He took up his flashlight and looked up at the ceiling.

Hmm, it made him wonder,
Oh, it made him wonder.

The boy told his father the voice asked for favor,
"Favor? What favor? I owe nobody nothing," he said,
The boy then told him all that the voice was demanding.
The voice wanted to stay with them, under same roof,
And he wanted them to serve him food every day,
That's all he wanted, no more and nothing.

Hmm, it made him wonder,
Oh, it made him wonder.

He snatched the flashlight from his boy,
Looked at the roof, as if one's sketched a proned human there,
With beard but limbs of a woman, downward he was looking.
The voice repeated again, the same thing to him,
The father felt as if along his back a snake was crawling,
He rushed to a witch doctor, told him all about the ceiling.

Hmm, it made him wonder,
Oh, it made him wonder.

Doctor came with jackal horn, said it must be a foxy spirit,
Chanted all the spells he could, produced smoke in air,
But little did he know how the boy and his father were reeling.
The voice made no more appearance since and they lived happily,
What a relief, they couldn't believe their luck,
For next two days, staring at the roof was all they were doing.

But, it made them wonder,
Oh, it really made them wonder.

Five days hence, a grisly woman in rags visited,
Told them she would cook delicacies for them,
If they let her stay, that was all she was asking.
Delighted and intrigued, they invited her in,
Father loved the food but boy loved the maid more,
Yet he could never tell her about his real feeling.

Hmm, she made him wonder,
Oh yes, she really made him wonder.

He asked her where she was from, she shrugged,
He asked her why she was helping them, she mumbled,
And he heard nothing, wondering what she was saying.
Then one day she said she was from another dimension,
The boy told her if she could let him trek there,
"It's a bad place for bad people," she said, seething.

Hmm, it made him wonder,
Oh, it made him wonder.

He said he was not a bad boy, but she said "no",
He insisted that she take him there for just a day only,
But "no" was all he got from her - and nothing.
He watched her crouched posture as her legs vanished into dark,
Then her torso, waist, hands, breasts and head followed,
Her dark hair was the last to fade, and then there was nothing.

Hmm, it made him wonder,
Oh, it made his father wonder too.

Father was agape, said the house must be haunted,
He burned it down - that place of wonders, and left,
For another place that would be safe and soothing,
Where they'd have nothing to wonder about.
So they hopped into their car and never looked back,
The house was getting crushed bit by bit, still burning.

[Poetry] Distant Memory

Far from home, my finger on the trigger,
Eyes on the enemy lines, beyond the frontier,
My heart grows fonder for you.
Do you think of me at all?
Ever wonder where I am, where I might be?
Do you spare a moment of thought for me?
I've been toiling here far away, so without a clue.

In these moments of agony, my heart grows fonder for you;
Your heartbeats are so distant now, I feel worn and blue;
Thought I had it all, till you gave me that moment of adieu.

Hand in hand, in firm grasp, we let our guard down,
We strolled and fancied, caring nothing of any smirk or frown,
So engrossed in each other, your smile was bliss for my heart.
Do you cherish those moments at all?
Ever wonder how I might be or am I the only one with woe?
Do you spare a moment of thought for me?
Or am I like an erased memory of some sort?

In these moments of agony, my heart grows fonder for you;
Your heartbeats are so distant now, I feel worn and blue;
Thought I had it all, till you gave me that moment of adieu.

Don't know who to trust here, thought I could trust you,
I had faith in somebody once, now faith remains only in a few,
Dust on my face, end near, oh to see those crimson cheeks again.
That innocent smile and blush, do you still have them?
Do you still break so easily to be consoled by somebody?
Have you broken anyone else's heart since?
Do you still behave so unbecoming of gentlewomen?

In these moments of agony, my heart grows fonder for you;
Your heartbeats are so distant now, I feel worn and blue;
Thought I had it all, till you gave me that moment of adieu.

[Poetry] I Won't Succumb to You

Know how I am living my way?
Just my shadow, waking up in the middle of lonely nights?
I wish you'd please me, I wish you'd kiss me;
I can't explain what I felt for you
When I got your one touch or two;
I can't go back there now and don't need to anymore.
Because now I know that -

I am not the one,
That you were thinking of, that you were making out;
I knew that when your heart just closed its doors
To me.

I know I can't take it anymore;
I know I can't bear it without you anymore;
You said you'd never be severing our love,
You've been playing your games and now I have had enough!
I have done it once before, but -
This time I won't succumb, I'd walk away from you,
I won't succumb, I won't succumb at all, to you.

You have told me lies, teased me with half-truths;
You asked for one more chance and then deceived me;
There is no love at all in you anymore,
There is just no love in you anymore.
You'd never expected that I'd be moving on,
You've played your games baby but babes you are so wrong.
Because now I know that -

I am not the one,
That you were thinking of, that you were making out;
I knew that when your heart just closed its doors
To me

I know I can't take it anymore;
I know I can't bear it without you anymore;
You said you'd never be severing our love,
You've been playing your games and now I have had enough!
I have done it once before, but -
This time I won't succumb, I'd walk away from you,
I won't succumb, I won't succumb at all, to you.

I've kowtowed nuff, but no more kissing the ground you walk on, babes
Danced nuff to your tunes, but I am past them all now so don't call on me, babes
You say I shouldn't have counted on you, well I learned to do that the hard way
On me neither your eyes nor your words hold any more sway

You don't love me anymore, I know.
I have done it once before, but,
This time I won't succumb, I'd walk away from you

No, no, never, I won't succumb at all
I won't succumb, I won't succumb, to you!

[Poetry] No Loyalty in Love

O the flowers that you sent me,
Have grown nasty and dry;
Just like your sweet promise of togetherness,
Was nothing but a bitter lie.

There is no loyalty in love;
There is no loyalty in love;
There is no loyalty, no loyalty,
There is no loyalty in love.

Is this some kind of test you are making me go through?
Some kind of insipid exam to prove my love?
How could you promise to never leave me?
And then ditch me just after a fight?

There is no loyalty in love;
There is no loyalty in love;
There is no loyalty, no loyalty,
There is no loyalty in love.

If so was your plan why come to me?
Become my lover, stay for months?
Show me honey-sweet dreams?
Make my life a mess?

Could your nine-day friend ever love you?
As much as I did? Could he ever -
Appreciate you beyond your skin?
Never, never could he, never.

There is no loyalty in love;
There is no loyalty in love;
There is no loyalty, no loyalty,
There is no loyalty in love.

You told me - I was your perfect guy;
You told me you would marry no one else;
How then could you cut me off so coldly?
Is this the real worth of your promises?

There is no loyalty in love;
There is no loyalty in love;
There is no loyalty, no loyalty,
There is no loyalty in love.

All my sorrows - could they come from someone -
I loved from the bottom of my heart?
I never knew that you would - make dreams with me,
And crawl to the bed of someone else for fulfillment.

There is no loyalty in love;
There is no loyalty in love;
There is no loyalty, no loyalty,
There is no loyalty in love.

I used to be where your new friend sleeps now;
Prolly a change of sex would be good for me;
Then I could be cold and heartless,
Just like you now appear to be.

There is no loyalty in love;
There is no loyalty in love;
There is no loyalty, no loyalty,
There is no loyalty in love.

Treat me if you want like the filthy gas;
That comes out of your ass;
Yet how can I ever forget you my love?
Discard dreams which used to be ours?

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[Poetry] Just Quit It, John Doe

Quit calling up to greet and thank people, John Doe
The last time you did it, they accused you of harassment
You really dont wanna get hurt again John Doe, do you?

Quit pointing out follies in other people, John Doe
The last time you did it, they accused you of being nosey
You really dont want that reward again John Doe, do you?

Quit giving directions to the misled, John Doe
The last time you did it, they said 'mind your own business'
You really dont want that response again John Doe, do you?

Being selfish is good, being selectively blind, better
Choose flowers for yourself, leave the thorns for others
You never got love or respect John Doe, why then, give any?

[Poetry] Loneliness My Friend

All my life locked in my lonely cocoon;
Lonely in cafes, bars and at home;
Lonely on sidewalks, lonely with buddies;
Loneliness’s ever been my only close friend.

Had parents who acted as if I don’t exist;
Met women who treated me as Mr. Invisible;
Had clients who thought I am dispensable;
Loneliness has been loyal and indulgent to me.

Teachers said I’m no good, coaches gave destiny talk;
Some said, ‘Don’t accept loneliness, you deserve more’;
Perhaps that is why I have nobody and nothing;
And those who deserved nothing found everything.

Met souls who were unhappy being with people;
Seen sad bikers with someone riding the pillion;
Talked with divorced folks who are happily single;
Learned that you can never get away from loneliness.

Perhaps I am made to be Chief Lonely Doe;
Born to exemplify the pinnacle of loneliness;
Happiness and sadness are both but transient;
Loneliness my only constant, ever-faithful friend.

[Poetry] The Masquerade

Are we really happy here
Playing these coy games we play?
Why both of us so afraid of coming out
And confessing the passion to each other?

Every time we met we tried our best
But the words got stuck in our throats;
We have been wearing masks, hiding emotions;
And we have become stuck inside the masquerade.

Thoughts of dying vanish into thin air;
Every time I see your eyes on Insta.
We both have so many happy selfies there;
But are we really happy with our lonely selves?

Every time we met we tried our best
But the words got stuck in our throats;
We have been wearing masks, hiding emotions;
And we have become trapped inside the masquerade.

I have tried to understand the real REASON why
We carry on playing these stupid games we play;
But then every time I tried to be closer to you,
You moved two steps back, staying within the masquerade.

Every time we met we tried our best
But the words got stuck in our throats;
We have been wearing masks, hiding emotions;
And now we won’t be able to escape this masquerade.

Been searching high and low, left and right
But not finding any understanding anywhere;
One day I might put my head on your shoulders,
And sleep, to never wake up again.

[Poetry] Keep Walking

Never stop, just keep walking;
For life is short and you gotta go long.
Take a pause for a breath and a laugh;
But then, just continue walking.

If you face a crowd, pierce through it;
Crowds are made of mud and stones -
Who are slaves of their own limitations;
Don’t get trapped within them, just keep walking.

If a loved one comes across, shake hands, hug them;
But never stop for anybody, keep walking.
For life is short and you gotta go long;
Think of how far you have come and keep walking.

If your destination ain’t visible now, it will be soon;
There is no means and ends of seas and oceans;
But the Diligent has used them to discover the world;
You will discover yourself too, if you just keep walking.

[Poetry] One Moment of Peace

Just One Moment of Peace is All I Want;
Even if it is the last moment of life;
Even if it is all over after that;
Just One Moment of Peace is All I Want.

How easily we hide our feelings from others;
But can we ever hide ourselves from us?
How easily we pretend and fool the world;
But can we ever fool ourselves?

Just One Moment of Peace is All I Want;
Been shedding tears for decades now;
But hardly has a drop descended from heaven;
Just One Moment of Peace is All I Want.

It is not that only I am heartbroken;
It is not that only I am filled with anguish;
All around I see those wanting to end the chaos within;
They all want: Just One Moment of Peace.

Once we subject our corpse to the earth or fire;
What else is there left of us?
I am not worried about death or life thereafter;
Just One Moment of Peace is All I Want.